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Im not a happy person.

Im not a happy person. I’m angry all the time. I have hatred in my heart all the time.


I resent my surrounding for making me feel insignificant. I resent the world for being the way it is.


My thoughts are dark and I wouldn’t wish anyone to see them.


Good. This good. It is a blessing.


This anger is what drives me to be so productive and focused. I put all that negative energy into becoming the person I want the world to recognize.


I transmute my energy into doing one more set at the gym, writing one more chapter in my book, making one more video, finalizing one more business deal… into becoming a predator.


You and I are not different.


Perhaps you suffer from an absent father, a cheating ex, the betrayal of a friend, feeling isolated and neglected by your peers.


Don’t make peace with it. Use it to fuel your productivity and release that pain.


Sadness, anger, anguish, disappointments are good. Be more angry and you will see that discipline will come to you naturally.

 
 
 

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